Lift me higher, Bury deeper.

Living a life of solitude under the rainy sun
Lying on this barren land I could not shun
That face glistening with hard earned sweat
It has gotten black from the dust laden wind
Walking through the dark alley, head weary
Lit up by plethora of thoughts so fiery

Nothing in the world is of interest anymore
This gaping hole I've been carrying so long
Soul searching is the titanic withered away
Trapped in mind's island such a thorny bay
Days are the sand hourglass so tricky
A thousand moments spent feeling empty
Release me from this cruel dormant volcano
Don't really like the stale air blowing so slow

Standing in the front of this melting mirror
I only see a troubled face, imagine wrinkles
I so long for the yesterday, where I'm happy
But was that ever the case, perennial crazy
Mind overdosed with an imaginary acid
Release me from this boiling pot with no lid
Hold me now and provide me a shoulder
the one which has no other contender

The smiles reach wide only in the camera
Disease has bruised and battered the shell
Rolled in a paper it just smokes me well
Blood around fingers bursts the dam open
Boredom is all around, nothing to blend in
All I can think of is just nothing good
Mechanical life, sit all day and just brood
Standing on the lane which is moving itself
No control on thoughts or actions or belief

The night drinks up on my whiskey breath
she tenders up and provides me a sheath
She says just keep walking on this path
Wretched road towards your oblivion dance
Live on your own my favorite shaman child
Your earth will soon stop revolving so wild
Buried with your words deep inside you
Time will come when you find peace inside
Like the last time you were alone and cried