No. Why. ???

Why don't you believe in your trust on me
I'm a child in a man's body
I crawled out of the womb to fly
Each night full of promises unbounded
Morning laced with opportuneness
I fall in love with every smile
I get hurt with every wrong word
I drink the malice and wit of others
Reassured, invincible, not so wise

My life revolves around few of you
All I feel is a sudden peace, so blue
I wonder if there were no rules
Would you all be as good a fools
Stop running they advice, a poor say
No survival without walking away
I have felt absolute nothing,
I have wallowed in self pity
But I never stopped feeling the rain

Age me well but my heart races on
Child inside wants out, he blindfolds
Take him anywhere, good is all around
Soulmates, yes, they are in plural
I would like to believe that riddle
It has the answer, locked in your existence
Why am I here? Am I living right?
Why to shoulder the weight of every sight
Free me, return the love, saint in white.